The first one is quite clear and i can see its end but the second one quite grassy even thought its taken by many. i cant see its end its end but have seen how the life of many people changed after taking that second path. i want to go through both the roads at the same time. but i know its impossible.
i can predict much about the first way. i have support and guidance to travel through the first way.... but if i choose that way then i will loose a most important thing in my life - my soul.
And if i decide to go through the second way no one will be there to join or support me...... i will be left alone and i can't predict what is going to happen in my life after taking this road.
My mind first said that try the second way and then later if u think that your decision is wrong then you can easily get back to the first way. But later i understood that its not so easy as i think. Once i choose the second path, i can't get back to the first way because i realized that it won't accept me as i have denied it once.
I thought of a solution for it in each and every moment that passed by. But i couldn't find any solution for it. Now i am looking for a third path which is a combination of the first and second path. But will i get a path like that? what if i din't get?
These paths will decide how my life will go on. So this is not a easy decision. If i does it carelessly then my whole life may get spoiled. The take decision i take should be so perfect that i dont have to regret about in future.
But how will i take a decision so perfectly without any help . So I asked for the advice of many who chose those roads. But i even then couldn't take a decision as the numbers of people who suceeded and failed in their life was equal. And the biggest thing which i found was that none of them was happy in all the ways. They too wished to travel through both the ways but it remained as a dream for them.
But i don't want this third path to remain as a dream in my life . Because i want a life a which is filled with happiness and i dont want to regret about this decision in my future life. I think that its better not to take the other two paths if i couldn't find that third path.
i can predict much about the first way. i have support and guidance to travel through the first way.... but if i choose that way then i will loose a most important thing in my life - my soul.
And if i decide to go through the second way no one will be there to join or support me...... i will be left alone and i can't predict what is going to happen in my life after taking this road.
My mind first said that try the second way and then later if u think that your decision is wrong then you can easily get back to the first way. But later i understood that its not so easy as i think. Once i choose the second path, i can't get back to the first way because i realized that it won't accept me as i have denied it once.
I thought of a solution for it in each and every moment that passed by. But i couldn't find any solution for it. Now i am looking for a third path which is a combination of the first and second path. But will i get a path like that? what if i din't get?
These paths will decide how my life will go on. So this is not a easy decision. If i does it carelessly then my whole life may get spoiled. The take decision i take should be so perfect that i dont have to regret about in future.
But how will i take a decision so perfectly without any help . So I asked for the advice of many who chose those roads. But i even then couldn't take a decision as the numbers of people who suceeded and failed in their life was equal. And the biggest thing which i found was that none of them was happy in all the ways. They too wished to travel through both the ways but it remained as a dream for them.
But i don't want this third path to remain as a dream in my life . Because i want a life a which is filled with happiness and i dont want to regret about this decision in my future life. I think that its better not to take the other two paths if i couldn't find that third path.
But why should i worry? Our earth is so large that i will find the third path some where in any corner at any moment of my life.... And i will prove that nothing is impossible.
- Anjana
